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I chronicled the days you made me want to live. Memorized the way that it felt, then I turned it into this kiss. Tonight I'm wearing my best smile, and hope to make me worth your while. I'll be the best mistake you'll ever make. From the lack of sleep and the bloodshot eyes, to the NERVOUS KISS and the BUTTERFLIES.
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June 17th, 2005]
Hey whores. New livejournal, starting right now.


You're all being added there, so no friends cuts.

Oh, new msn name, too.

2 drive_the_hearse

May 12th, 2004]
[ mood | bitchy ]

Yea. So comment and I'll add you.

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agahagh. [Monday
May 10th, 2004]
[ mood | bouncy ]

So my sister and are walking around Sound Advice Ampitheatre about half an hour before TBS is on and we're passing by the Atticus booth (which was really the Atticus/Macbeth/Some other brand I don't remember booth) and in my head it vaguely registers that someone is shouting through a megaphone. Suddenly it's like "I know that voice..." at the same moment my sister grabs me and shrieks "IT'S ADAM!"

Ladies and gentlemen, Adam Lazzarra really is crazy.

He's like wandering around the booth yelling at people like "You! In the black sirt!" (when aproximately EVERYONE is wearing a black shirt). So after a few minutes he stops and is just standing in the booth off to the side so me and my sister go up and say, "Can we have a hug!?" and he's like "SURE!" and hugs us... He was wearing this 3/4 sleeve camoflauge shirt and LOW girly jeans. He smelled reallly good, and his hair really is prettier than a girl's. So then we started talking to him and he's like "Yea, we have a new album out real soon. It's gonna have a remake of 'Your Own Disaster' on it..." and such. And then we were going to have him sign our tickets but he didn't have a pen. At which point he thanked us for being there and siezed his megaphone and jumped right in the middle of these kids and started telling them to stand over there and over here!

That man has some serious mic skills. I still have no idea how he caught some of those times he flung it around. In the middle of "Bike Scene" he starts singing "I got my girlfriend, you got your boyfriend, maybe we can be friends..." Other general statements I found amusing went something like this: "Hey everyone, there's this band Blink 182 here tonight! Hah, y'all are like 'No shit! See all these empty seats? It's cause they're not on STAGE!" then... "How's everyone on the Lawn doing? Yea man, I was flying a kite out there earlier, it was awesome!" ...and... "Wow, this is amazing, hearing you guys singing with us. I definitey feel like I'm in my underwear riight now. How bout you, Fred?" "Absolutely." "Well Fred looks good in his underwear so he should be really comfortable." And in "Timberwolves at New Jersey" when the few of us who know the lyrics are screaming our little hearts out he stops and waits and we're all like "..." then says, "Hah, you don't know what to do now that I stopped, do you?"

So all in all... he's pretty and crazy and I hugged him :D.

And for all you slashers...another amusing anecdoteCollapse )

And that's it for my long-ass post. It's a bitch being away from LJ for more than a day.

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I'm waiting for blood to flow to my fingers. [Monday
May 3rd, 2004]
It's a comforting rain. The kind of rain that somehow doesn't gather on the windowpanes but falls straight down into cool puddles, where the drops jump and dance in a perfect ballet. All I can see from my window is trees and the sky is grey and grey in all directions.

It's the kind of rain that smiles at you, but it's a sad smile. It's rain that says it's ok to be sad. Light, steady, soft. It's rain you can sit and watch for hours and let your mind go, and feel sad and know that you're alone but that the rain knows too and somehow that makes it better.

And all I can hear is the tapping on the roof and the quiet promises in the leaves.
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another lonely night in the city. [Sunday
May 2nd, 2004]
[ mood | complacent ]

So, being bored and avoiding studying at all costs, I was perusing through urbandictionary and found the following amusing.

SceneCollapse )

SlashCollapse )

emoCollapse )

and finally...

livejournalCollapse )

In other news... I may or may not finish chapter one of Seventy Times Seven tonight... I may or may not post some other documents I found and completely forgot I'd written in writerxcore.

I was planning on going to Madelyn/DKLIMB/Mainsfield/Cru Jones on Saturday but I have been informed we are to spend next weekend in Orlando to visit my grandparents. If we don't make it home in time for TBS I will scream. Until my throat bleeds.

8 drive_the_hearse

April 30th, 2004]
Borrowed from Heather.

Long-ass surveyCollapse )
0 drive_the_hearse

April 29th, 2004]
Hey there kids. It's election time. This is where you get to help me, because I am rather indecisive. So:

Which quote to use for my shirt?
1) "You made love a four letter word"
2) "Tell me you don't miss these brown eyes"
3) "I'm bleeding and I'm heartless, but I'm yours"
4) "Gonna spend my nights either sleepless or dreaming about you"

Or, for those rad people who know where the above quotes came from, any other suggestions?
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let's start over again. [Wednesday
April 28th, 2004]
[ mood | sleepy ]

bladi blah blah... he's bleeding again... i have vanilla coke and it's not helping. which is sad because that and chocolate always helps...he's still a hottie... i need a boy like whoa...

Stencils for shirts I shall work on this weekendCollapse )

8 drive_the_hearse

April 26th, 2004]
writing journal: writerxcore

and just for fun:
Put all your music on random and list the first 25 songs it plays, no matter how embarrassing.
1. Brand New // Good to Know That If I Ever Need Attention, All I Have to Do is Die
2. The Shins // So Says I
3. Taking Back Sunday // One Way Conversation
4. Matchbook Romance // Save Yourself
5. Hot Hot Heat // Naked in the City Again
6. Sugarcult // Change My Name
7. Brand New // Play Crack the Sky
8. Words Now Heard // Tripping to Fall
9. Thursday // Understanding in a Car Crash
10. Dashboard Confessional // So Impossible
11. The Juliana Theory // Into the Dark
12. The Ataris // Summer of '79
13. Dashboard Confessional // Hands Down
14. Rooney // Blueside
15. Finch // Stay With Me
16. Northstar // My Wishing Well Disease
17. Ben Folds Five // Song for the Dumped
18. Cursive // Am I Not Yours?
19. Nada Surf // Inside of Love
20. Adam Green // Jessica Simpson
21. The Wallflowers // 6th Avenue Heartache
22. The Vines // Get Free
23. My Chemical Romance // Skylines and Turnstiles
24. Coldplay // Green Eyes
25. Feeling Left Out // My Heart is in Your Hand
0 drive_the_hearse

update. or something. [Monday
April 26th, 2004]
[ mood | drained ]

i realized i haven't really updated in a while. i guess i should? or... whatever.

sugarcult rocked. i might have already said that. but so what. tyler and i danced to mae. and he got thrown out for starting a circle pit. and he had an ok time. because even though i love him he is (terribly and tragically) an emo hater. kevin was cool. hot, actually. but 22. tom baily is lovely. my cell phone broke. my mother was pissed because i was ten minutes late and couldn't call.

got home and fought with her. well. she yelled. i sat. lost my driving priveleges. couldn't go to pis for battle of the bands. thus missed the contemptibles AND madelyn. but dklimb, madelyn, cru jones, and mainsfield are playing next next saturday. if unsung zeros were playing too i think i'd die. because i must go. but chances are won't.

because my mother says i'm "perverse and disgusting" and there's something wrong with me.

if i don't get a digital camera i think i will explode.

i'm starting a writing journal. if anyone cares.

fric's profound thought on the meaning of life: criket328: AWE;OFIAEGHSRLTHULDIFSLHVU B;AWEIU;LSYRE

4 drive_the_hearse

April 25th, 2004]
i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you

i hope she knows that the moment i'm gone i'm not coming back.
0 drive_the_hearse

April 21st, 2004]
Day of Silence... almost over...

i hate how people make fun of me for doing it, or try to make me talk.

i hate band.
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stolen from breakthesewalls [Monday
April 19th, 2004]
[ mood | lonely ]

yess! i'm going to blink/tbs! is anyone else?

Your mission, should you accept it.Collapse )

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so much to do... [Monday
April 19th, 2004]
[ mood | moody ]

must do insanely long world civ review sheet.
must work on so.scene.
must finish Broken.
must work on Routine is Good.
must burn cd's for people.
must remember to give pat my steam account.

wait. why am i giving it to him again? because i am his friend. oh right. hm.

le sigh.

0 drive_the_hearse

this is me... [Sunday
April 18th, 2004]
[ mood | aggravated ]

getting off my lazy ass.Collapse )

7 drive_the_hearse

April 18th, 2004]
[ mood | confused ]

guess who got her very lovely pictures back today? two more rolls. and they are not that bad, if i do say so myself. i'm sure one day i'll get off my lazy ass and scan them into my computer (well, my sister's because she has adobe photoshop, that whore) and play with them a bit. and possibly post them.

i want to go to oxford for university. how rad would that be. i've always wanted to, but my dad says absolutely not. he's having a hard enough time with all my interest in new york city. my mother thinks it's brilliant. because she would.

dear. is this ever going to get written? i feel as though the characters are slipping away. mayhap they will leave me for a while, only to return when i need them the most.
am i crazy?

2 drive_the_hearse

April 17th, 2004]
[ mood | sarcastic ]

This made me laugh lots.

I'm so sceneCollapse )

last night was rad. updates later. maybe. for now i'm off to buy.

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yellow fedoras are pimp [Friday
April 16th, 2004]
[ mood | chipper ]

forget me not eh? heading off to the fricsters later. tyler says me and him and jon can have a 3-spoon! because tyler told me he'd spoon with me but jon wants to too. so it shall be larvely. all in all.

chipper is such a fun word. i don't think i AM right now, but OH MY SHE'S HERE AND NOW I MUST RUN. because fric and i are off to her house where we will watch kill bill. and spoon with pretty boys. later.


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and i'm tight like a drum [Thursday
April 15th, 2004]
[ mood | amused ]

hello people. the tour has been great so far, we've met so many amazing new friends. it means so much to us to have you guys come out and support us.
in other news, peter should be back in action soon- his back's healing nicely. we're shooting the promo for the new record this week, i'll keep y'all posted on that. i can see out the plane window and i think we're over new zealand...lots of water... i've been listening to HIPV lots amd lots. they're wonderful, you should all go see them.

so that's about it for now. peace.

1 drive_the_hearse

April 14th, 2004]
[ mood | cheerful ]

first day back, always slightly depressing. where did spring break go? blah.

emo!adam is so cute. inspired by beige cargo pants, aisle 5. christ, i can't go in old navy anymore without half expecting adam to burt in and start molesting jesse.
...not that i would mind...

and i am very bored. yes. i am. and my rejects poster is crooked. and i want to photograph bands, but i haven't been to any good shows lately. WAIT! brilliant idea. go to next Contemptibles show. take lots and lots of pictures. give them to nick. tell him to pimp me out. quelle fantastique!

and now i am late. so peace-izzle.

- halizzle.

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